I'm feeling down right now. Many things that I've been thinking about and it's stressing me out. I don't know who to talk to, none are there to listen to me anymore perhaps? I sounded much happy at work but honestly I wasn't that happy deep down inside. It feels like I've been hiding behind a mask, forcing a smile on my face and pretend that everything is all right when it's not! It been a year, but I'm still feel like crush on you...
How? What should I do? Tell me! Your silence is killing me and I'm helpless to save myself. I tried my best to ignore the feelings but I failed to do so. The past few night I can't sleep because my heart hurts and in the morning when I wake up, I find my eyes more hurt than my heart.
I keep Istighfar to forget you and all of my sins..!_!
